Hi everyone.... Its day 2 and after what happened yesterday I tranqulized my self for 2 days... When I woke up this morning, I said OMG i have to get to the hospital, then I remembered, no I don't, he's gone... I am so sad I don't know what to do. My little JJ is the only thing keeping me from wanting to overdose into lala land for a year... My Angel.. My DUB he touched so many people, everyone he met he touched.. Iam not holding a funeral service but instead A CELEBRATION of DUB's life.. It will be held this weekend in New York on the upper east side.. I will keep everyone posted as I am on my way to the funeral home now. But I wanted to personally invite all of DUB'S SUPPORTERS to THE CELEBRATION OF DUB's LIFE. It will be a very positive un conventional funeral. With people that were important to DUB I will keep everyone posted on the DATE please email me your email address if you are interested in attedning we are making it by invite only codims@yahoo.com It will be sometime between Wednesday and Saturday. Just giving a heads up to those that might need to make travel arrangements.